Stress

Listening to: Cross - One

sometimes i really dunno what should my real priorities be? when i wanna focus on something as in putting it first for my priority, i miss out on something that i fail to see as important.. really dunno what to do..

now i dunno what plans are there for me in the cell group? i haven;t take part in any minstry activities yet.. so only focus is on cell group.. gonna help to do birthday cards as xue'er is on her way for attachment.. now i sense s.liqun is like training me to become cell group helper.. i welcome the idea, i desire for stronger breakthrough, i want to grow more spiritually, i want to depend on Him more, i want to have great visions for the places He have destined me to be in.. but despite all these, there is one thing.. self pressure.. i dunno if i can really do it.. am i really up for the job?

God.. please tell me Lord.. somehow i got the answer based on Your word... but i want to hear from You.. i desire for it so much.. Lord.. protect me Lord.. guard my heart.. i feel so weak now..